it follows you everywhere

you know how when you just know when someone is talking about you?
how some people say "you ears burn" or "your nose itches".
you know they don't like you as much as the sky is blue
the person that would just tell on you like a snitch.

some people say when you enter high school be ready for drama
but the thing is that it follows you everywhere
it's like people would talk about you even if you were in a choma
when someone doesn't like you they just stare

so when you're about in your mid twenties
and you are working or goin to school
and there is drama, story after story
when just the other day they told you that you two were cool

backstabbing, what is the definition?
to me, it means that you are one's friend until someone "better" comes along
then you become something you are not
you then talk about them behind their back or take their lover from them

why is it in humanity that we associate with people like this
why is it that we love someone so much that we hurt
why is it the drama just follows us everywhere
why is it that we can never get a long with our parents?

it's because we can never be what we want to amount to
we can never please ourselves
but the question is why can't we do anything we want to do?
it's because we never do what we want because humanity will shun us.
we worry about what everyone else thinks