one year could undo

th biggest mistake i have made of my life. sometimes i wonder if things would have been different if i picked that one person over her. why did i choose her? sometimes it hurts thinking about it. sometimes i think about it over and over. sometimes i always just think about it because i miss it. i find myself wanting to feel that touch. sometimes i find myself going to see you in my dreams. sometimes i sumble upon the memories of what we used to be. i always wonder what could have been. what would have happened. i tend to find myself listening to songs reminding me of you. i look upon the clouds that makes me think about the days we laid in your yard, always talking about how much in love we were. how we would just lay in your bed talking hours upon hours and just holding each other without knowing there was another world out there.