one moment

do you remember when you were a kid and everything was a memory?
when you and your friends built forts with sheets, and built treehouses?
everything was perfect back when we were kids because there was no consequences.
there are things that set us back and give us flashbacks, but we can't go back to our childhood.
there are such things that can make you feel younger but then reality hits you.
there is one moment in my life that i will always remember.

people say that siblings fight like a married couple.
i don't understand that because me and my older brother are bestfriends.
if i don't see him for a while i feel uncertain about life, and i feel like there is something missing out of my life.
my older brother has been my bestfriend ever since i was around 9 years old.

i remember when my foster brother had died when i was younger.
his name was jason michael leftwhich, and i'm not going to go in depth of the tragedy.
i remember something that happened at the funeral that i will never forget.
i was crying after the funeral was over because it just hit me.
everyone was walking out and they seen me crying.
then a tall man hovered over me like a shadow.
i looked up and it was my brother, and he grabbed me and hugged me.

he said some words that i will never forget to this day and for the rest of my life.
he said "don't worry lil bro i'm always going to be here for you, and i love you."
such words from a brother that is older than you makes you feel good.
most older brothers hate their little brothers but we were different.

just live your life the way you want and don't care what others think, because after school and college who do you have?
you have yourself and your family and that's it.