of mice and men

i liked the movie because it depicts what it happening in a moving picture to see and actually comprehend what is going on. there are some readers who can depict a picture from just reading the book, and there are others who can barely even understand what is going on. i am the kind of reader who can depict a picture just from reading it. it helpes me understand things alot more.

so which was better the book, or the movie? i think they both have their high points of interest. there are somethings in the book that you don't get in the movie. there are alot of details left out of the movie and there are things also added. in thew book you didn't get a picture depicted in your mind you could just watch it.

there was alot of emotion throughout the story. emotions going through being mad, then happy, excited, anxioius, and also being scared, and hatred as well! there were vany things in this story that people can relate to in life.

how is it

that music can do so many things to us?
how can it take us back, put us in a bad or good mood?
it can change a mood, it can make you wanna dance, it can make you look forward to the future.
how come music can do so much to us?
is it because we make such a meaning of the music that we keep those memories with it?
do we make memories with songs so we can have something to escape to when it's not there?

ponder on it for a minute, because i have yet to find out the solution.

one moment

do you remember when you were a kid and everything was a memory?
when you and your friends built forts with sheets, and built treehouses?
everything was perfect back when we were kids because there was no consequences.
there are things that set us back and give us flashbacks, but we can't go back to our childhood.
there are such things that can make you feel younger but then reality hits you.
there is one moment in my life that i will always remember.

people say that siblings fight like a married couple.
i don't understand that because me and my older brother are bestfriends.
if i don't see him for a while i feel uncertain about life, and i feel like there is something missing out of my life.
my older brother has been my bestfriend ever since i was around 9 years old.

i remember when my foster brother had died when i was younger.
his name was jason michael leftwhich, and i'm not going to go in depth of the tragedy.
i remember something that happened at the funeral that i will never forget.
i was crying after the funeral was over because it just hit me.
everyone was walking out and they seen me crying.
then a tall man hovered over me like a shadow.
i looked up and it was my brother, and he grabbed me and hugged me.

he said some words that i will never forget to this day and for the rest of my life.
he said "don't worry lil bro i'm always going to be here for you, and i love you."
such words from a brother that is older than you makes you feel good.
most older brothers hate their little brothers but we were different.

just live your life the way you want and don't care what others think, because after school and college who do you have?
you have yourself and your family and that's it.

friends

"the people you trust first will be the first to push the knife in your back. always watch who you share your heart with. the ones who stay are the ones you keep. they are the brotherhood!"
this is a quote from a friend of mine. my friend, josh morris said this to me one day and i take these words to heart.
even though if you have a bestfriend you can still get hurt by them.

why is it

we seem like we're in love when we're so young?
we always seem like we love the person we're dating everytime we date someone.

is it because we are so desperate to fall in love?
like the movies, and the stories, and fairytales.
we know love exsists and we get jealous of the people around us.

as humanity we can't go looking for love or we won't find it.
we will find something fake that we think is love.
that is why this period in time is the highest divorce rate.
we just need to look upon others and see what happens.
don't be expecting love because it won't happen.

isn't it funny

that it's actually true that when a door closes a new one opens.
it seems like at sometimes the right people come into your life at the perfect moment.
they seem to be there at the perfect time.
it's like being in thr right place in the right time.
there are always those people who stay.

i know a lot of people have their own problems that others can't help with because you need to deal with it yourself.
i understand things like that because i know i have not wanted to talk to people about my problems.
just remember that you're not alone when you need help.
there is always someone

3d

i recently seen alice in wonderland in 3d.
and i enjoyed the movie alot.

i think johnny depp played an amazing mad hatter.
he alwaays plays the best creepy, weird character.
johnny depp and tim burton together is an amazing movie already.

one thing that it made me realize is that
when we are younger we all think of a place running away to
just to get away from everything for a bit, or just someone to play with.
and when we grow up we still need that place to go to.
no matter what happens in your life
you always need a friend.

there is always going to be your own "wonderland"
no matter how old you are
you always need some place to go to,
where someone needs your help or just being a friend.
so keep that in mind while you get older.

how

come is it when
everyone comes back on monday from the weekend
all people talk about is how "folded" they get
or how "blazed" they was
i don't see what is so much fun in doing drugs.
i don't find any enjoyment in putting toxins in your body.

all i can think about is how many many young kids die from overdosing, or drunk driving/drivers. i have known a big number of people who have overdosed, or been killed by drunkdriving and/ or drunkdrivers.

i still don't see the enjoyment of harming yourself.
it's like cutting yourself.
i don't see how it helps with your problems.

i like to handle my problems myself, and i like to remember what i did over the weekend.
what is the point in living life not remembering your best years of it?

have you ever

been afraid of what the future holds for you?
i have also been afraid.
i have had this feeling a lot lately where i'm afraid.

i'm afraid of growing up.
i'm afraid of letting go.
i'm afraid of leaving all those i have had a frienship with.
i'm afraid of leaving of the ones that i love.
i'm afraid of starting a family.
i'm afraid of beginning my real life.

all these things i'm afraid of is what keeps me looking into the future and keeping my head up.
they help me get through things.
in life we like to overcome our fears.
and even though i'm afraid of all those things, i can't wait to overcome them.

you have to mentally prepare yourself for the future.
no one can give you advice because it's what you prepare for your whole life.

i have recently asked my brother if he was ever afraid of the future.
he said always and gave me advice to get god back in my heart.
he said he has felt more confident in life since then.

after everything

you and your special someone has been through
do you ever feel like you're not worth it?
do you have that feeling in your stomach that's just empty?
do you feel as if you are not what they deserve?

there is a point in time where everyone has that feeling.
i know that i have had that feeling myself.
ask your parents, grandparents, aunts, and uncles
they have also felt that feeling.

the best feeling in the world is when someone tells you that you're worth it.
when someone tells you that your relationship is worth everything.
it makes you feel wanted and loved.
is that what all we want in life is to be loved and wanted?

i believe so.