Saturday, February 27, 2010

why is it

when we are younger we do nothing but wish we were older? is it so we could explore the world and do what we want to do? it's because we want to be on our own and do whatever we want to do at that minute. but we do not think of what the consequences or the outcome of our actions is going to be.

when we are older all we do is wish we were younger so we could have taken our youth for granted. sometimes i look upon myself and wish i could go back to when i was, two years old and live my life all over again so i couldn't take everything for granted. i wish i noticed everything around me and knew what was going on.

but that's what the world wants us to learn, right? isn't that the moral of life is that we all take everything for granted, so seize the day and live your life to it's fullest without being stupid wild. now when you learn that is own your own theory and problems based on life.

but i have let you in on the secret of life. so don't take IT for granted and live a good life. because you never know if you have tomorrow to live. so let your family know you love them and never have the fear of rejection because if you die they will never know how you felt about them.

Friday, February 26, 2010

how is it

that when we are 17 we can't make our own decisions?
but when we are 18 we are considered an adult and have to take care of ourselves?
there is many things in this world we can do on our own. but also there are very many things that we can't do on our own.
this is why we all need our family and our friends.
they help us with our problems and things that we need to overcome.

we all take things that we have for granted.
we do not care about things or appreciate them fully enough until they are gone.
why do we do these things?
is it because it's what humanity is all about?
it's because we don't fully know what these things are worth to us.

if you actually knew

me there are some random things and alot.
1. i am very much into volleyball
2. i like to rollerblade
3. i love going to concerts and dancing
4. i am very emotional
5. i am a good friend
6. i am here for anyone who needs my help
7. i am a huge believer in christ
8. i don't do drugs
9. i don't respect anyone that does
10. i am into sports very much
11. i suck at relationships
12. my family is my life
13. i have friends who are always there
14. i'm into all music but country
15. i am not like everyone else, i don't fit a cast
16. i want to go to college and be successful
17. i travel alot of places to see bands
18. i like to write music
19. i dress a lot differently than most
20. i have lost a foster brother

quotes

1. “Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow; don’t walk behind me, I may not lead; Walk beside me, and just be my friend.”- Albert Camus
My feeling on this quote is to show that you are not going to follow or lead someone to be your friend; all you are going to do is be yourself and have them like you for you.

2. “A mere friend will agree with you, but a real friend will argue” –Russian Proverb
My feeling upon this quote is that everyone agrees on some things, but true friends always disagree at least once and are still close.
3. “Life without a friend is death without a witness.”- Eugene Benge
It’s saying that if no one is there to help you in your life then it is hard on yourself.

4. “Without friends no one would choose to live.”- Aristotle
What Aristotle is saying that without friends there is no one there to help us with problems in our lives.

5. “Choose in marriage only a woman whom you would choose as a friend if she were a man”- Joseph Joubert
Joseph is saying that if your wife was a man she would be able to be your best friend because she is the one who is always there and the one that knows you the most.

6. “A friend is someone who sees through you and still enjoys the view.”- Wilma Askinas
Wilma is saying that your friend knows exactly who you are and the love you for you.

7. "When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams."- Dr. Seuss
What Dr. Seuss is trying to say is that we all dream of being in love and when we actually are, our dreams have came true.

8. “I love you, not for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you.”- Ray Croft
Ray is saying that around the person he loves he can be his own self and he can feel good that he can trust her.

9. “As we grow older together, As we continue to change with age, There is one thing that will never change. . . I will always keep falling in love with you”- Karen Clodfelder
Karen is saying that once we love someone, no matter what happens to them, we will always love them.

10. “Don't let someone become your everything, because when they're gone you have nothing”- Kenya Mitchell
Kenya is saying that once you let someone be your everything yes you will love it right now, but it hurts losing everything that you had.

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

my prophecy?

what do i believe calling yourself a christian is? i believe that it's asking the lord to come into your life and cleanse your sins, to live for him not to become a person that everyone else is becoming. it's living your life for him and wanting to become a children of his. people wonder why this world has not ended yet, it's because not everyone has heard the word of the lord. so everyone open up your hearts and just listen to it, listen to him. ask him to come into your life and cleanse you because he has already done his part. i mean we act like god has forgotten about us, we live as if the lord is not coming back and i can promise you he has not forgotten us, he is waiting for the perfect time. do not think the lord has failed us because he can not do such a thing

is there always

is there always one thing that we have to overcome as a human being?
like to fit into humanity do we all have to overcome one thing?
and if so what is it?

like i don't understand if so, then which one is it?
we have so many things that we overcome in life.
could it be love? or could it be friends?
could it be building a relationship with your parents?

i know that we all have so many troubles with all these problems.
we all have problems with relationships.
we all have troubles with friends such as fights.
but if they are your true friends then they back you up no matter what.

i know all my true friends are there no matter what.
even though i don't do the same things they do, they respect me and my decisions.
even if we don't believe in the same thing i know my cousin is always there.

it's people like this that makes me overcome all the things.
so i'm guessing the thing we need in our life is people to love us.
then we can overcome anything.
we also all need the lord.

friends?

is it true when bestfriends only are bestfriends until highschool?
is it true that they're going to leave or just fade away when you go to college?
do we have to go to college alone?
why should college be such an important thing?
is it because we have to live and rely on on ourselves?

why does everyone hate their hometown?
is it because of the people they grow up around?
is it because the person they have became is not good enough?
i think it's because we all want a slate and that's why we move away.
everyone is so psyched about going to college because we can be whoever we want to be.

just another book in the library?

ok so i am just another book in the library.
and so are you.
a person comes into the library and is interested in us and checks us out.
but how long will they check us out is what we wonder?
will they keep us for life?
will they keep us for only a year, month, week, day?
the future holds what no man can see.

so back to being just a book.
if you are what i am, then how come you can judge me?
even when you don't know me or anything about me you judge me.
so judge a book by it's cover?
just because i act different than others, just because i dress differenylt, or i have peircings?
how come you judge me even when you have lived your teenage years and you went through problems.
how come you cant let someone of your own blood do the same?

how do you have any say in what they do with their life?
let them live their own life and make their own mistakes.
nor will they never learn.
let them be with who they want, be friends with who they want.
don't put so much pressure onto them for stupid things.
like if they don't have b's in school.
why put pressure on people like that and make them resent you?

the world is full of theories and people out there.
life is a journey so make your own theory and don't care about other people.
when people talk bad about you do you wonder why?
it's because they know you're better than them.
so they have nothing else on you except to talk about you.

so don't let people get to you and live your own life.
you never know when you'll get checked out

Monday, February 22, 2010

i don't fit in with you?

if we dress differently or don't listen to the same music why do you get the right to judge me? just because i choose to not do drugs you choose to call me gay or you say i have no life? how can you judge my friends upon what we do, don't do, dress like, or listen to?
sometimes i don't understand people, just because i'm not redneck means i can't date a friend of yours? even though you accuse me of doing drugs and drinking every chance i get but yet i don't do either, but you do and i'm the one who still gets judged? i still don't understand even though i'm a good person to be around and hang with. i never am around people who do drugs because that's not my thing, but yet she can hang with you when you drink and smoke all the time?
how come even though i wear skinnies and listen to hardcore music means i'm not as good or not better than you? i believe in god as does she, i don't do drugs neither does she and i share interests. so you tell me where exactly you fit in right for her?
i'll tell you where, no place because the only thing you share with her is that you're redneck and i'm not. you live in the country and i don't. i'm sorry i don't live out in the boonies or like to hunt or have a farm? i know i am different from people but yet you judge because i am different?
one thing i don't understand is why you are so good enough to get all of her friends to turn against her if she dates me? so how good does that look upon your part? i'll tell you that it doesn't look good at all, and when you look back at it, when you're grown up and mature you'll realize that it was stupid.
i know i am only 17, but i have philosophy. i have the same philosophy as a wise man that has lived his whole life in troubles.
did she cry you calling because of her ex and did you make her happy within the next five minutes? no but, i'm pretty sure that i was that guy who was always there for her when she needs someone. were you? i believe not.

just remember when you look back and think about this, just remember that i was the bigger person because i let her have you and all of her friends. i didn't try to take her away from her friends. just remember that i was younger and that i was the more mature MAN.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

how can something

so good be so evil?
what if the definition of temptation?
the act of tempting.
has something ever tempt you so bad that you wanted to say yes, right there?
we all have our different problems because we're mankind.
we have problems with drugs, relationships, families, and friends.

weall have temptation with other things like drugs, girls, boys, and stealing.
why do we do such things when all they're going to do is just hurt us.
temptation can feel so good while you're doing it.
but think about when you're laying down and thinking of everything.

it just gets to you of what you did, or done.
you want to come clean with everyone but you're afraid of what they will think.
the easiest thing to dois just to forget and live on.
but is that the best thing to do?
the best thing to do is just come clean.

don't let temptation get to you.
it makes you wonder about who you are and what you did.
temptation is so sweet, it just depends on how strong the lord made you.
remember you are as strong as you make yourself.