what i believe rules us is our past. people like to say don't care about the past live in the present. how are we supposed to live in the present if people judge us upon our past? what happened to people changing? can we not change who we are and what we do compared to what we did and who we were? so why should we even care what others think of us? we live to please others, we would like to disagree but i know that all of us do the same thing. we all want to fit in the "it" crowd, so we do things that other people do.

we are very rarely in control of ourselves and what we do. like i said in the past paragraph we all live to please others and be like most people. when do we become "different?" we try so hard to be different than other, but why do we try so hard to be like everyone else at the same time? we try things we didn't want to try because other people do it, like drugs. we get pressured into drugs because we are around people who do it. it's just sitting infront of us so we take the chance to try them and fall into the mold.

we are never sure of what is going to happen, i mean we have this theory in our head that the world is going to end in 2012. The honest truth is that we honestly don't know what is going to happen. we never know what the future has in store for us, we have no idea what our path is or what the lord has for us. we all have a reason on this earth, but do we know why or what? no, we don't, that's the whole point of our lives is to figure out. we figure our own theories and our life is a theory.