a set organization for humanity?

what is a rule?
is it something for our life or just school?
is it a way to keep our species under control?
without rules would our world end in a black hole?
do we abide by these "rules" because we're afraid of authority?

if we break these rules do we have a problem with authority?
are we afraid of punishment for in which we deserve?
what would this world go to if there was no rules to abide by?
where would you, yourself stand in which a world you can kill and be innocent?

would it be worth risking youre chances of being in heaven?
would you want to kill someone and get away with it, just someone you strongly hate?
i would think that most people don't have the heart too, but in this world we never know.
would you want to lose the lord's trust?
is it worth losing our eternal salvation for that one person?

why do we have such strong thoughts for one person in which we hate?
or is there even such a thing as hate?
why do kids start to kill more, and parents not paying attention to their kids?
is it in which we have transformed this world and universe into?
what? do you think we are the only ones here?

now you are thinking about aliens.
no i'm talking about more spiritual and more composed.
i believe there is another "humanity" out there
i believe they look upon our society and they laugh
like a little bully upon the playground

because we have become so socially violent
we go from little kids killing, to parents beating kids, and raping kids
why have this world gone to so much of what we don't speak
is it because we have become over ruled, in rules?
we have become so obsessed with power that we live in fear

but what fear do i speak of?
i speak of all fear
all those people who say they're not afraid of anything
i find that even more fear upon themselves, just bottled up
but always remember there is always something to fear.

it follows you everywhere

you know how when you just know when someone is talking about you?
how some people say "you ears burn" or "your nose itches".
you know they don't like you as much as the sky is blue
the person that would just tell on you like a snitch.

some people say when you enter high school be ready for drama
but the thing is that it follows you everywhere
it's like people would talk about you even if you were in a choma
when someone doesn't like you they just stare

so when you're about in your mid twenties
and you are working or goin to school
and there is drama, story after story
when just the other day they told you that you two were cool

backstabbing, what is the definition?
to me, it means that you are one's friend until someone "better" comes along
then you become something you are not
you then talk about them behind their back or take their lover from them

why is it in humanity that we associate with people like this
why is it that we love someone so much that we hurt
why is it the drama just follows us everywhere
why is it that we can never get a long with our parents?

it's because we can never be what we want to amount to
we can never please ourselves
but the question is why can't we do anything we want to do?
it's because we never do what we want because humanity will shun us.
we worry about what everyone else thinks