“How can something so mysterious now make sense?”

White, fluffy, mysterious
Beams of light escaping through the horizon in the space
The darkness is making me delirious
It’s like my life is in a race
And death is a finish line
Seeing my last drop of darkness
Because the light is my cure to being insane
I feel no reason to live, but I’m hooked up for none other than my brain
Wires in and out of me to keep me alive
But all I want to do is vision heaven and arrive
But, my family wants me here
They’re telling me I’ll be okay but I can’t hear
How can you hear something that you don’t want to
They number of years I have left is two
But then I see the most beautiful thing ever
like when you see your loved one every year
she comes back with her other one
he doesn't know that i'll be the one
but why even try? i'm gone
the angelic bells ring and i know it's time
this is the time to see the prime
there he is with mark's on his feet and hands
we are standing on what feels like sand
i look down and all i see is a cloud
once white, fluffly, mysterious and no just round
then he teels me "There is meaning in life"
he says i need to have kids and receive a wife
i have looked over you son
just remember behind the clouds is me, the sun
then he is gone just vanished
and now i come back gasping
like i was under water about to pass out
gasping, beeping, and my heart beating
and now i'm back to that perfect life that never started