blog 20

everything from school, track, getting a job and college is getting hard. the circumstances for track is getting harder everyday, the coaches expect so much out of me, but its only my first year back. im looking forward to this year but im also looking forward to it ending.

blog 19 freestyle

this song makes me think about how everyone in high school changes who they are. whether its influenced by the different people you hang out with or jus to fit in with everyone in general. no matter how many times you change your apperance you're always going to be the same person you are inside. why is mrs.dilback interrupting us to get on to chris? it's throwing me off of track. coach shoulta is training me for the 4x8 and i'm noy looking forward to it at all. i had to run with justin yesterday and i as dead, my legs cramped up and i couldn't even stand. i know i did well this past weekend at the meet but why does he have to throw me into something i don't want to run? it's going to change my outlook on the whole season, because it's going to be unsatisfying. drey coming in all late and just looking at mrs. dilback because of the song. what drey, white people can't like a lil michael? someone just ran into the door, way to interrupt our freewrite, that's two interruptions. michael is one of the greatest examples of still being the same person inside, while changing his apperance. as most of his music has touched many, many others have discriminated against him for false accusations. but when he died, others were on his side again.

blog 18

i like the book now, it took a while to get me interested but it got me very interested. i like the way that the story is getting more intense. it's getting less confusing

blog 17

one of my passions is dancing. the way the beat connects with my heart, i love dancing, it makes me do something i love, but its unexplainable.

blog A

sterotypical standards bother me because it makes people think they know me by the way i dress or the music i listen to. some people need to take the time to get to know me other than judge me because i am different than most. i have a huge heart for the small size that i am.

blog 15

things that make my life is teachers that are harders on some kids than other. people that take obesity to the extreme and use that as an excuse. some people like to get mad over stupid things, and get in fights for no reason. im a useful person who likes to be simple, but also be happy. sometimes i wonder if there are things that live beyons our world and our exsistence. i like acoustic songs, but the way they make us all feel is compassionate but sad at the same time. there are goals out there that all of us want to make but do we have the heart to reach those goals and go for them? that's a question only we can answer ourselves because it's our own heart and free will. sometimes i wonder what oes through people's minds when they commit sins, or do bad things such as murder. i could never do such a thing as to take someone's life away especially since i lost a close one, and to think that i did the same thing to someone is heartbreaking. i never want to witness that feeling again, even thought it will happen.

blog 14

an epiphany that i've had is when i was driving i ran into a curb and i thought i was going to run into another car. i had an epiphany of cars smashing together and trapping me in my car, dying there while i was stuck, scrunched in my car.